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tmbi (cotbd) // bedroom tapes - split release
10 cassettes in clear cases w/ full color j-cards, 2 panel insert

seperate sides available here:
side a - themostbeautifulimages.bandcamp.com
side b - bebroke.bandcamp.com

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released March 17, 2015

tmbi (cotbd) - jordan
bedroom tapes - james
renee rubi rossi - album art
It's always sunny - pepe

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Track Name: the most beautiful images (created only to be destroyed) - don't text me back
you keep telling me distance makes the heart grow fonder
but i dont know if i can take this any longer
my hearts wound up into a tiny little ball
and you're not even here to break my fall

words are futile devices
our phones are our only devices
too bad oh, too sad
you ran out of time don't text me back
Track Name: the most beautiful images (created only to be destroyed) - i hope the snow buries us in our homes
are we even a thing?
do i even mean a thing to you?
i don't know how you act
when i'm not around cause i've never been around you

i don't know why i jump headfirst into love
just bites me back every
i don't know why i'm so inclined to see the best in everyone when nobody is ever at their best at all

i don't know you
i feel like i know you
i don't know youu
Track Name: the most beautiful images (created only to be destroyed) - its cool
yeah it's cool
it's cool to have someone to talk to
but ideal to have someone to hold
and keep me safe
from all of the earthquakes
and the nightmares
i'll find out about
Track Name: the most beautiful images (created only to be destroyed) - what ever major loser
last night i slept with my windbreaker on
trying to fight off the cold and the demons
from taking my ears oh oh
there's no letting up up up for me
and farther i go from my goals and aspirations

to die by your hand is the death i deserve
and i will grin as i go home the last time
you take all you can from me
what else is there in store for me?
me?
me?
ME?
meeeeeee
Track Name: the most beautiful images (created only to be destroyed) - you're not even real
i don't know what to write songs about anymore
-but i can write them about you if i want to

forever torn between what i want and what i dream
and your love is gleaming
from my eyes into my open hands, my open hands

feelings die and i don't mind
Track Name: the most beautiful images (created only to be destroyed) - b home by 8
i don't know who i wanna be yet
i don't know if i believe in anything
i don't know where i wanna live yet
don't know what i wanna be, yeah
i don't know man
its unknown, man

and i don't know if i consider myself straight edge anymore
cause the things i do are dissonant to what i believe
and that haunts me
its haunts meee
and i'm choking
from all this
smoking

you cant change me. i cant change me
its the way that i breathe
Track Name: the most beautiful images (created only to be destroyed) - two words: slumber. party.
i i i i can't wait for you i know that you're
here youre here youre here youre here to stay
so why why why do you place this doubt inside my mind?
its hard its hard its hard its hard to wake up alone
so why why why why are you so far?
i will wind wind wind wind my heart backwards in time until you can
find find find find the time to come and see me
Track Name: bedroom tapes - i'm over it
when i look into your eyes
i see a lot of things like you and me
but i guess i have to be more realistic
because i'm just another boy
and you're not just any girl
and i'm a piece of shit
but you don't deserve better than me
Track Name: bedroom tapes - 59 days straight
there's good and bad days
oh who am i kidding
it's always a bad day

and it's been a bad day for 59 days straight
now it's 1 in the morning
but i'm still up because when i close my eyes
all i see is you and i fucking hate you
you really fucked me up

now it's 2 in the morning and i ask
should i go to sleep or should i kill myself
because there's no point in waking up

i'll give it a week to make up my mind
but i know in 7 days time
i will be no more closer to smiling

there's good and bad days
oh why even bother
it's been a fucking bad day

now it's 3 in the morning
and i can't sleep because
i've been thinking about ways to die

now it's 4 in the morning
and i'm stuck about thinking of ways
i could kill him and then kill myself
it's really fucked up
i know i'm fucked up

now it's 5 in the morning
and i've made up my mind
i'll write a song and hope this all blows over
but i know in 7 days time
i will be no more closer to smiling
Track Name: bedroom tapes - sad trash (pt. 2)
tell me what you want from me
i hate myself, tell me who i should be

i'm taking suggestions and guidance to help me out

i am no better than trash on the street
kick me to the curb, walk along, fade away from me

tell me what i want to hear
even though i know it's too much to ask
i know you're not capable of saying it
or really meaning it

i'll forgive you
i'll forgive you
i'll forgive you

i'll forgive you
i'll forgive you
i'll forgive you
i'll forgive you
i'll forgive you
i'll forgive you
i'll forgive you
but first i have to forgive myself
Track Name: bedroom tapes - untitled
i hate my eyes
i hate my nose
i hate my voice
i hate my bones
i hate my mouth
i hate my teeth
i hate my hands
i hate me

i hate my thoughts
the way i act
the words that i say
things that i lack

what do you want from me
what do you want from me
what do you want from me

i hate myself
i hate myself
i hate myself

oh oh oh

i wanna die
i don't wanna die
i wanna die
i think about dying all the time

i wanna die
i don't wanna die
i wanna die
all i am is a question of suicide